The endless pain

I wish we had never met
For we won't now be suffering in this torment
There was no way our love could grow
There is noting we can do
We love each other is only i know
But what should i do
I have no clue
From now our roads are different
Path so endless
feel of loneliness
I feel so low
In front of fate we all bow
But we can't let our live to grow

I lived a lie
A story i was sure will surely die
But how could i stop myself from loving a prrson I adore
The person everyday I want more and more

I'm going insane
I promised I will always be fine
so i am ending this agony and this pain...

My black diary

On a black diary beside
I have pages nothing but white

I grab my pen, old yet fine
And start drawing lines only line

I watch the ink thick then thin
And think of all the stories that it lie within

Glorious stories, adventures, fairy tales
But then i look inside and find my incomplete story that always fail....

A game that abends....

Let me tell you about a game I play
Where I close my eyes and fade away

I fly to a special place far away
Beyond the stars and the moon and the reality maze

In this special world of my you can see
There are only two people - just you and me

In this world of mine everything is right
Nothing but love, and we never fight

In this world, we have never seen sadness
No problems no griefs and none of that madness

We have
No rules to follow, no laws to break
No bars to hold us or separate

No one to tell us we can't be together as such 
I don't just tell you "I love you" - I show you how much

But eventually i know this game must end
My eyes must open, and leading to abend....